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| A Lesson In Psychology... |
Monday, February 28, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
As you drift far away from Me...
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| As you drift far away from Me... |
As you drift far away from Me.
I know I cant stop you..
I know My love cant hold you...
Because you have no feelings for Me..
But Still I'll be caring for your heart...
If someone breaks it...
you'll always find me right beside You..
waiting to Heal it with all my love..All my care.. !
Because one day...
At least for a second..
I thought that it was mine...
'n I would love to hold on to that false dream.. !
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Dance Upon The Wind... !
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| Dance Upon The Wind |
I wasn't looking for it, but some how it came, 'n found me.
Before I had a chance to react, it wrapped it's warmth around me.
Like a thief in the night, it has come 'n gone.
I have nothing, but that vision to reflect upon.
Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.
All day long, in my mind, I walk love's lonely street.
Like a tired man that longs to sit, but just can't find a seat.
Then, there it was again, up ahead, to light my way.
Only to vanish once more, just like all my yesterdays.
Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.
I don't know where I'm going, 'n where I've been isn't much to speak of.
I just know my heart is always showing, leading me to some far off love.
Just when I give up the fight.
Here it comes to make the bad things good, 'n the wrong things right.
Only to leave me lost 'n lonely again.
Drifting away as my thoughts dance upon the wind.
It has a name, I think they call it friend.. !
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
As It Comes To An End.. !
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| Saying Good Bye |
As I sit here in class,
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.
It's gonna be sad
To say good- bye.
I'll miss everyone.
I know I will cry.
I remember the day
When I came back
To be with my friends
And get on the right track.
We had so many moments;
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.
I don't wanna say good- bye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.
It's gonna be sad
To say good- bye.
I'll miss everyone.
I know I will cry.
I remember the day
When I came back
To be with my friends
And get on the right track.
We had so many moments;
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.
I don't wanna say good- bye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.
Monday, February 21, 2011
I Can See The Pain...!
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| I Can See The Pain |
It hurts 'n it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there 'n talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy 'n unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years 'n we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out 'n make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did 'n I shouldn't
I miss you 'n everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older 'n finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time 'n never fall..!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
My Best Friend...
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| My best Friend... |
I will always love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always love forever
my very Best Friend.. !
Saturday, February 19, 2011
I Love You But Good Bye.. !
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| I Love You But good Bye |
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
'n you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
'n someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
'n that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
'n you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
'n someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
'n that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye
112 ways to say... I LOVE YOU...
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| 112 ways to say... I LOVE YOU... |
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Talk about how each other feels don't just Assume it.. !
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| Talk about how each other feels don't just Assume it. |
Once, there was a Girl, Who led a horrible 'n Painful Life.
She felt as if nothing mattered,
'n she would always feel this way...
Having led such a horrible Life,
She was Quite.She Kept to herself,'n Was Never Outspoken...
Her Parents forced her to Move to a new town,
she had to leave her friends behind,
This Left her grief even Deeper...
The Girl Went to School,
'n to her Surprise,Made a new Friend,
The new friend became her best Friend,
he became her light,he became her Crush,
He became her reason For Living..
This boy had become everything to her.
He has Shown her that Life Was Worth Living For,
that Life Was worth Fighting For..
He had taught her to smile,
Show her Feelings,
become Out Spoken,
To Love Once Again...
In the End,
They Fell in Love. Both of them.
They Spent Their Remaining School years together,happy.
After School Ended,the Girl Was Sad.
She Was Afrid of not Being able to See the boy Again.
He Said We will Stay in Contact,
'n See each other as much as possible...
The days when on,She would call him...
The boy would Answer "Hey,How's it Going?"
The girl Would Answer "I Love You,But why do you never Call me ?
I go out of my way to call you.
The Boy Would answer,"Sorry,I Haven't time lately.I Love you."
Every time boy said "I love you' the Girl felt better.
More Weeks past without a Word from him.
She feels depressed,'n that he doesn't even think about her.
Her birthday comes,'n she expected a phone call...
None came...
She felt sad that he had forgotten her birthday.
she had remembered his.
More weeks Passed,'n the Phone rang...
The boy was on the Phone,"I'm sorry,but i can't be with you Anymore"...
The girl was silent,then muttered the words..
"I Understand..."
The girl was empty,what has she did wrong?
she was loyal loving 'n caring.
She truly was in Love With him Still...
Her pain returned,
her Loneliness returned.
She was once again Alone...
She looked up to the sky,
A beautiful Sunset...
"There is nothing for me now,
He was only Reason..."
She Spoke but a Whisper...
The Girl went into her bathroom 'n Grabbed a small Razor,
'n Some Pain Pills...
The pain was Too great.She had lost her love,
'n Now the last thing,her life,She Was going to take herself.
For a second,She thought of the Afterlife.
Was their really a heaven or hell ?
the Girl wandered off into the woods by her house as the sun was Still Setting.
She stood on the Beach of a Beautiful Lake,
With a full Moon Rising as the Sun was Setting.
It Cast a purple glow upon the water.A Peaceful Sight.
She took the Pain-pills,More than allowed,'n Sat down.
Not wanting to feel pain anymore.
she took out the Razor...
She gently cut her arm lengthwise,
'n let the warm blood flow freely.she felt her body become weak,
till she finally passed on.Her last thoughts were of the Happy times
she has with him,For how ever they lasted.
The next day,the boy got a Phone Call.
"I loved you,You were My Life,
My Love,
My Reason for Living.
Now that the Reason is gone,Now am I."
Said the Voice.
The boy dropped the phone in Alarm,
he had Just gotten the news that the Girl had Killed herself yesterday...
The boy broke down in tears...
he still had feelings for her.
He had not meant for this to Happen.
He only broke up with her because
he felt bad for not being a good boyfriend.
So that boy took his life that Night,
'n Once again saw that Girl.. !
She felt as if nothing mattered,
'n she would always feel this way...
Having led such a horrible Life,
She was Quite.She Kept to herself,'n Was Never Outspoken...
Her Parents forced her to Move to a new town,
she had to leave her friends behind,
This Left her grief even Deeper...
The Girl Went to School,
'n to her Surprise,Made a new Friend,
The new friend became her best Friend,
he became her light,he became her Crush,
He became her reason For Living..
This boy had become everything to her.
He has Shown her that Life Was Worth Living For,
that Life Was worth Fighting For..
He had taught her to smile,
Show her Feelings,
become Out Spoken,
To Love Once Again...
In the End,
They Fell in Love. Both of them.
They Spent Their Remaining School years together,happy.
After School Ended,the Girl Was Sad.
She Was Afrid of not Being able to See the boy Again.
He Said We will Stay in Contact,
'n See each other as much as possible...
The days when on,She would call him...
The boy would Answer "Hey,How's it Going?"
The girl Would Answer "I Love You,But why do you never Call me ?
I go out of my way to call you.
The Boy Would answer,"Sorry,I Haven't time lately.I Love you."
Every time boy said "I love you' the Girl felt better.
More Weeks past without a Word from him.
She feels depressed,'n that he doesn't even think about her.
Her birthday comes,'n she expected a phone call...
None came...
She felt sad that he had forgotten her birthday.
she had remembered his.
More weeks Passed,'n the Phone rang...
The boy was on the Phone,"I'm sorry,but i can't be with you Anymore"...
The girl was silent,then muttered the words..
"I Understand..."
The girl was empty,what has she did wrong?
she was loyal loving 'n caring.
She truly was in Love With him Still...
Her pain returned,
her Loneliness returned.
She was once again Alone...
She looked up to the sky,
A beautiful Sunset...
"There is nothing for me now,
He was only Reason..."
She Spoke but a Whisper...
The Girl went into her bathroom 'n Grabbed a small Razor,
'n Some Pain Pills...
The pain was Too great.She had lost her love,
'n Now the last thing,her life,She Was going to take herself.
For a second,She thought of the Afterlife.
Was their really a heaven or hell ?
the Girl wandered off into the woods by her house as the sun was Still Setting.
She stood on the Beach of a Beautiful Lake,
With a full Moon Rising as the Sun was Setting.
It Cast a purple glow upon the water.A Peaceful Sight.
She took the Pain-pills,More than allowed,'n Sat down.
Not wanting to feel pain anymore.
she took out the Razor...
She gently cut her arm lengthwise,
'n let the warm blood flow freely.she felt her body become weak,
till she finally passed on.Her last thoughts were of the Happy times
she has with him,For how ever they lasted.
The next day,the boy got a Phone Call.
"I loved you,You were My Life,
My Love,
My Reason for Living.
Now that the Reason is gone,Now am I."
Said the Voice.
The boy dropped the phone in Alarm,
he had Just gotten the news that the Girl had Killed herself yesterday...
The boy broke down in tears...
he still had feelings for her.
He had not meant for this to Happen.
He only broke up with her because
he felt bad for not being a good boyfriend.
So that boy took his life that Night,
'n Once again saw that Girl.. !
What Does Love Mean.. ?
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| What Does Love Mean? |
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When
his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When
his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
if u love someone dont be too late to expresss ur feelings.. !
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| if u love someone dont be too late to expresss ur feelings |
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
12 Signs Your Falling In Love.. !
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| 12 Signs Your Falling In Love |
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....
You don't know.. !
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| You don't know.. |
You don't know
You can't see
What really goes on
Inside of me
My eyes shield
How I feel inside
You don't know
How much I've cried
My mouth restricts
What I'd really say
And make you think
I'm perfectly okay
I know you tried
You mean well
But I have things
I'd never tell
To truly laugh
To really smile
Is something I haven't
Done in a while
You'll never know
How I really feel
I don't know how long
It will take to heal.
Just know that
I still love you
After everything
That I've been through.
You'll never see
Inside my mind
I'm protecting you
From what you'd find.
I protect you because
I love you so.
This is my pain
You'll never know.. !
You can't see
What really goes on
Inside of me
My eyes shield
How I feel inside
You don't know
How much I've cried
My mouth restricts
What I'd really say
And make you think
I'm perfectly okay
I know you tried
You mean well
But I have things
I'd never tell
To truly laugh
To really smile
Is something I haven't
Done in a while
You'll never know
How I really feel
I don't know how long
It will take to heal.
Just know that
I still love you
After everything
That I've been through.
You'll never see
Inside my mind
I'm protecting you
From what you'd find.
I protect you because
I love you so.
This is my pain
You'll never know.. !
Around the corner i have a friend.. !
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| Around the corner i have a friend.. |
Around the corner i have a friend,
That has no end.Yes the days go by 'n weeks rush on,
'n before i know it,A year is gone.
'n i never see my old friend's face,
For life is a terrible race.Tomorrow i say,i will call you,
juse to show that i am thinking for you.
But tomorrw comes 'n Goes
'n distance between us grows 'n grows.
Around the corner,yet miles away,
here's telegram sir,Your friend died today!
'n that's what We deserve 'n get in the end,
Around the corner,A vanished friend.
REMEMBER 2 SAY WHAT YOU HAVE TO,
I WANNA SAY,"EVEN IF I M BAD ALWAYS BE MY FRIEND"
That has no end.Yes the days go by 'n weeks rush on,
'n before i know it,A year is gone.
'n i never see my old friend's face,
For life is a terrible race.Tomorrow i say,i will call you,
juse to show that i am thinking for you.
But tomorrw comes 'n Goes
'n distance between us grows 'n grows.
Around the corner,yet miles away,
here's telegram sir,Your friend died today!
'n that's what We deserve 'n get in the end,
Around the corner,A vanished friend.
REMEMBER 2 SAY WHAT YOU HAVE TO,
I WANNA SAY,"EVEN IF I M BAD ALWAYS BE MY FRIEND"
Friendship is something to hold on to...
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| Friendship is something to hold on to |
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased
I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about
I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare
Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"Tani and Kerrie"
Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without a Kerrie, there is no Tani
I'm sorry, it just can't be done
For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!
Love People Unconditionally.. !
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| Love People Unconditionally |
95 Days After My Birth, I Knew Who Is My Mom..
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90 Days After My First Syllable, I Knew What Words Are..
.
30 Mins After My Loved One Left Me, I Knew What Tears Are..
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25 Feet Off The Ground Over The Cliff, I Knew What Is It To Be Alive..
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20 Days After My Dear one's Death I Knew That Life Must Go On..
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3 Weeks After My Friend Left Me I Came To Know How Does It Feel To Be Alone..
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Every Single Fraction Of Time No Matter However You Divide, Teaches You Something..
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Experience Is The Only Way To Get Through This Life..
.
Feel It. Live It. Face It....
Love People Unconditionally..
Because In Next Life You Wont Meet Me...!!
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90 Days After My First Syllable, I Knew What Words Are..
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30 Mins After My Loved One Left Me, I Knew What Tears Are..
.
25 Feet Off The Ground Over The Cliff, I Knew What Is It To Be Alive..
.
20 Days After My Dear one's Death I Knew That Life Must Go On..
.
3 Weeks After My Friend Left Me I Came To Know How Does It Feel To Be Alone..
.
Every Single Fraction Of Time No Matter However You Divide, Teaches You Something..
.
Experience Is The Only Way To Get Through This Life..
.
Feel It. Live It. Face It....
Love People Unconditionally..
Because In Next Life You Wont Meet Me...!!
Don't jump to a conclusion directly.. !
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| Don't jump to a conclusion directly. |
Once, An old man 'n His 24 years old son were going from New york to teaxs in train.
The Son sat next to the window with his father besides him. The son looking out towards the window shouted,Dad, look the trees going behind.Dad smiled 'n a young couple sitting near, looked at the 24 years old behaving childishly, with pity.
Suddenly he again exclaimed, dad, look the clouds running with us.
The couple couldn't resist 'n said to the old man,
why don't you take your son to a good doctor,
The old man smiled 'n said We did 'n we are just coming from the hospital, my son was blind from birth,he just got his eyes today.
Moral:
Don't jump to a conclusion directly...Because what You See Is Most Probably Not The Truth..!
The Son sat next to the window with his father besides him. The son looking out towards the window shouted,Dad, look the trees going behind.Dad smiled 'n a young couple sitting near, looked at the 24 years old behaving childishly, with pity.
Suddenly he again exclaimed, dad, look the clouds running with us.
The couple couldn't resist 'n said to the old man,
why don't you take your son to a good doctor,
The old man smiled 'n said We did 'n we are just coming from the hospital, my son was blind from birth,he just got his eyes today.
Moral:
Don't jump to a conclusion directly...Because what You See Is Most Probably Not The Truth..!
It Was Unbelievable How We Met.. !
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| It Was Unbelievable How We Met |
Knowing Each Other’s Every Thought
And, Stop To Think,
We Never Really Understood.
Shooting Stars Sweep Forgotten
Lost Like Tears Of My Desire.
My Heart Is In Fire
All Because You Swept Me Away
Into A World Remarkable.
My Love For You Is Unbelievable.
The Rain Pours Down
The Clouds Race Above Us
I Smile 'n We Don’t Care
We Sit Alone
Side By Side, Together.
'n As We Dream- The World Swims Past.. !
I Miss You.. !
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| I Miss You.. ! |
I Miss You When Something Really Good Happens,
Because You Are The One I Want To Share It With.
I Miss You When Something Is Troubling Me,
Because You Are The One Who Understands Me So Well.
I Miss You When I Laugh 'n Cry,
Because I Know That You Are The One
That Makes My Laughter grow,'n My Tears Disappear.
I Miss You All The Time,
But I Miss You The Most When I Lay Awake At Night,
'n
Think Of All The Wonderful Times That
We Spent With Each Other For Those Were Some of the best
'n Most Memorable Times Of My Life... !
Because You Are The One I Want To Share It With.
I Miss You When Something Is Troubling Me,
Because You Are The One Who Understands Me So Well.
I Miss You When I Laugh 'n Cry,
Because I Know That You Are The One
That Makes My Laughter grow,'n My Tears Disappear.
I Miss You All The Time,
But I Miss You The Most When I Lay Awake At Night,
'n
Think Of All The Wonderful Times That
We Spent With Each Other For Those Were Some of the best
'n Most Memorable Times Of My Life... !
Its Not Love.. !
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| Its Not Love.. ! |
If Its Because Of His/Her Eyes Or His/Her Lips
Or His/Her Great Body...
Its Not Love...Its LUST,
If Its Because Of His/Her Intelligence
Or Insight About Life...
Its Not love...Its ADMIRATION,
If Its Because She/He Cries Every Time You Try To Leave...
Its Not Love...Its PITY,
If Its Because She/He Makes You Forget To Study 'n Sleep...
Its Not Love...
Its INFATUATION,
LOVE Is When
You Do Not Know Why You Seem To Be Attracted To A Person...
LOVE Has Its Reason....
'n That Reason Is UNKNOWN... !
Or His/Her Great Body...
Its Not Love...Its LUST,
If Its Because Of His/Her Intelligence
Or Insight About Life...
Its Not love...Its ADMIRATION,
If Its Because She/He Cries Every Time You Try To Leave...
Its Not Love...Its PITY,
If Its Because She/He Makes You Forget To Study 'n Sleep...
Its Not Love...
Its INFATUATION,
LOVE Is When
You Do Not Know Why You Seem To Be Attracted To A Person...
LOVE Has Its Reason....
'n That Reason Is UNKNOWN... !
I Am Sorry.. !
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| I Am Sorry |
I Am Sorry
I Know You Don't Care.
'n I Know I Don't Listen,
But Please Take A Seat ,
So You Can Listen.
I Am So Sorry For What I Said To You.
You Have No Idea What I Have Been Through,
I Am Sorry For Yelling At The Top Of My Lungs.
I Am Sorry For Speaking In Tongues ,
I Know I Am Not Perfect,
Without A Doubt.
I Have Many Problems,
So Try Not To Shout,
I Know Its My Fault,
I Shall Act Like This,
The Way I Used To Be,
I Really Miss,
I Am Sorry For What I Have Put You Through,
What Ever I Can Do To Help,
I Shall Do,
Sorry For Falling In Love With You,
But I Always Thought,
Our Love Shall Be True,
Sorry For Ever Loving You.. !
I Know You Don't Care.
'n I Know I Don't Listen,
But Please Take A Seat ,
So You Can Listen.
I Am So Sorry For What I Said To You.
You Have No Idea What I Have Been Through,
I Am Sorry For Yelling At The Top Of My Lungs.
I Am Sorry For Speaking In Tongues ,
I Know I Am Not Perfect,
Without A Doubt.
I Have Many Problems,
So Try Not To Shout,
I Know Its My Fault,
I Shall Act Like This,
The Way I Used To Be,
I Really Miss,
I Am Sorry For What I Have Put You Through,
What Ever I Can Do To Help,
I Shall Do,
Sorry For Falling In Love With You,
But I Always Thought,
Our Love Shall Be True,
Sorry For Ever Loving You.. !
Always Remember That.. !
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| Always Remember That.. ! |
No Matter What You Do..
If We Grow Apart Or Come Closer Together..
If You Fall In Love..'n Forget All About Me..
Or If You Came To Hate Me..
I Want You To Know That I Will Always Love You..
'n Always Be There For You..
No Matter Where Your Destiny Lies..
You Will Always Be My Friend..
'n If Fate Tears Us Apart..
Always Remember That
No Matter How Long It Has Been Since We Talked..
Or Why We Stopped Talking..
If Life Brings You Down..
I Will Always Be There For You..
You Can Call Me Anytime..Anywhere..
I Will Listening To You...
I Wont Ever Judge You..
'n Always Remember..I Love You.. !
Always Try To Make Everyone Happy..!
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| Always Try To Make Everyone Happy With Whatever You have.. ! |
A 10 year old boy went to an Ice cream shop 'n asked how much a cone costs.
waiter said "Rs. 18"
then the boy started counting how much he had.
'n he asked how much does a small cone costs.
the Irritated waiter said "Rs. 15".
then the boy ordered for a small cone.
he ate, paid the bill 'n left.
when the waiter came to pick the plate he was surprised, the boy had left Rs.3 as tips for him!!!
"Always Try To Make Everyone Happy With Whatever You Have"
waiter said "Rs. 18"
then the boy started counting how much he had.
'n he asked how much does a small cone costs.
the Irritated waiter said "Rs. 15".
then the boy ordered for a small cone.
he ate, paid the bill 'n left.
when the waiter came to pick the plate he was surprised, the boy had left Rs.3 as tips for him!!!
"Always Try To Make Everyone Happy With Whatever You Have"
LIFE Is Just ONCE... !
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| LIFE Is Just ONCE |
Take Chances!
Tell The Truth!
Learn To Say No!
Spend Your Money On The Things You Love!
Get To Know Someone Random!
Say I Love You To Someone In Life!
Feel The True Love!
Tell The Idiot How He/She Hurts You!
Abuse Someone Who Deserves It!
Sit Alone, Watch The Rain 'n Cry!
Laugh Till Your Stomach Pains!
Dance Even If You Are Too Bad At It!
Pose Stupidly For Photos!
Give Someone A Hug When They Need It
'n Make Sure You Get one When You Do!
Be Naughty Like Child.
Live It, Love It!
Because,
"LIFE Is Just ONCE".. !:):)
Tell The Truth!
Learn To Say No!
Spend Your Money On The Things You Love!
Get To Know Someone Random!
Say I Love You To Someone In Life!
Feel The True Love!
Tell The Idiot How He/She Hurts You!
Abuse Someone Who Deserves It!
Sit Alone, Watch The Rain 'n Cry!
Laugh Till Your Stomach Pains!
Dance Even If You Are Too Bad At It!
Pose Stupidly For Photos!
Give Someone A Hug When They Need It
'n Make Sure You Get one When You Do!
Be Naughty Like Child.
Live It, Love It!
Because,
"LIFE Is Just ONCE".. !:):)
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.. !
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| Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. |
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.
Your words draw me across 2000 miles.
I don't know you at all, and yet I know
You better than my friends of many years.
The days I spent with you are like a tape
I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.
Whenever I remember something new,
I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.
I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,
Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.
Although I look for you in every doorway,
I find only the darkness in my heart.. !
Your words draw me across 2000 miles.
I don't know you at all, and yet I know
You better than my friends of many years.
The days I spent with you are like a tape
I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.
Whenever I remember something new,
I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.
I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,
Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.
Although I look for you in every doorway,
I find only the darkness in my heart.. !
I think Of You.. !
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| I think Of You... |
Hiding in the grass.
Staring at the stars,
But a thought distracts me.
All I think about is you, and
The way you make me feel.
I love the way you smile,
I love the way you laugh,
I love the way your eyes glitter,
When you are standing in the light.
I love the way you we talk for hours,
I love the way you listen.
I love the way we stay on the phone for hours,
But say nothing at all.
I love the way you stand up for me,
I love the way you tease me.
I love the way you say hello,
Every morning I walk in.
Most of all I love the way you stay by me,
No matter where I am.
So next time when I am lying in a meadow,
And I’m hiding in the grass.
When I’m staring at the stars,
You will be besides me.
I Have Seen.. !
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| I Have Seen |
I Have Seen Castles Made Out Of Sand,
Met People Who Believe Destiny Is Engraved On The Palm Of Their Hands,
I Have Seen People Change Their Faith,
Experienced Love Change Into Hate,
I Have Seen People Grow Younger With Age,
'n A Bird Who Would Not Fly Out Of An Open Cage,
I Have Seen Love Sold For Money,
People Who Are Devastated Inside But Outside They Are Funny,
I Have Seen The Unicorn Fall In Love With The Toad,
People Who Owned Half The City Have Now Hit The Road,
I Have Learned To Expect The Unexpected,
Perfection Doesn't Exist,We Are All Defected,
Everyone Cries,Some Just Hide Their Tears,
They Say Coal Turns Into Valuable Diamond..
Someone May Believe You Are One In Million,
For Others You Are Just Another Nobody In The Billion...
Cherish All Your Moments Happy or Sad,
Feel... See More Blessed With What You Are... !
Met People Who Believe Destiny Is Engraved On The Palm Of Their Hands,
I Have Seen People Change Their Faith,
Experienced Love Change Into Hate,
I Have Seen People Grow Younger With Age,
'n A Bird Who Would Not Fly Out Of An Open Cage,
I Have Seen Love Sold For Money,
People Who Are Devastated Inside But Outside They Are Funny,
I Have Seen The Unicorn Fall In Love With The Toad,
People Who Owned Half The City Have Now Hit The Road,
I Have Learned To Expect The Unexpected,
Perfection Doesn't Exist,We Are All Defected,
Everyone Cries,Some Just Hide Their Tears,
They Say Coal Turns Into Valuable Diamond..
Someone May Believe You Are One In Million,
For Others You Are Just Another Nobody In The Billion...
Cherish All Your Moments Happy or Sad,
Feel... See More Blessed With What You Are... !
Letting go.. !
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| Letting Go |
'n take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . .
The times you've left
My heart says stay . . .
but it's my mind I must trust.
We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.
I know one day you will be happy
And your soul mate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.
May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.
A baby asked God.. !
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| A baby asked God |
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small 'n helpless?"
"Your angel will be waiting for you 'n will take care of you."
The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing 'n smile to be happy."
God said, "Your angel will sing for you 'n will also smile for you. 'n you will feel your angel's love 'n be very happy."
Again the child asked, "'n how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful 'n sweet words you will ever hear,'n with much patience 'n care, your angel will teach you how to speak."
"'n what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands together 'n will teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life."
"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me 'n will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard 'n the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."
"You will simply call her, 'Mom.'"
"Your angel will be waiting for you 'n will take care of you."
The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing 'n smile to be happy."
God said, "Your angel will sing for you 'n will also smile for you. 'n you will feel your angel's love 'n be very happy."
Again the child asked, "'n how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful 'n sweet words you will ever hear,'n with much patience 'n care, your angel will teach you how to speak."
"'n what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands together 'n will teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life."
"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me 'n will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard 'n the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."
"You will simply call her, 'Mom.'"
When you said I Love You.. !
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| When you said I love you |
I went over the moon.
My heart sang its glory,
The stars sang in tune.
As when with a word
God brought forth light,
So with these words
You ended my night.
So with these words
You made something new:
A bond of devotion
Between me and you.
How powerful words
To shape who we are!
We ponder in silence;
Our words cross a bar.
Your words crossed a threshold
And entered the past,
Yet they have created
A world that will last.
You say you want to be just friends.. !
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| You say you want to be just friends |
You say you want to be just friends,
But do you mean goodbye?
Is that the easy way to end
The wish without the why?
You owe me nothing, as I owe
You equally, and yet
There's something in the undertow
I cannot just forget.
There's something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Or like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.
And so with you I cannot simply
Smile and stay aloof.
I take the risk of asking frankly
For the untold truth.
But do you mean goodbye?
Is that the easy way to end
The wish without the why?
You owe me nothing, as I owe
You equally, and yet
There's something in the undertow
I cannot just forget.
There's something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Or like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.
And so with you I cannot simply
Smile and stay aloof.
I take the risk of asking frankly
For the untold truth.
You were always there... !
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| You were always there. |
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.
Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.
Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye
Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.
Do you know What Really hurts me?
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| Do you know What Really hurts me? |
Do you know What Really hurts me?
Is that,
That You Think I am Fine.
You think i am All right,
'n I am Really Happy.
It Really Hurts because Nothing Is All right.
I Still don't Get over you.
Yes,I Am fighting.
I Wanna Live,
I wanna Be Happy.
But
I Love You So Much,
That I Just CAN'T Live Without You.
Yes,I Know,
That Someday It Will Be OK.
But
'someday' is Not 'Now'.
Now I Am Crying
'n I'd Give Anything To Be With You.
'n that Hurts.
You Look At Me 'n Think That I'm OK.
It Hurts, That You Don't see,
How is it inside of me. Inside I Am Dying..
For You Come Back.. !
Is that,
That You Think I am Fine.
You think i am All right,
'n I am Really Happy.
It Really Hurts because Nothing Is All right.
I Still don't Get over you.
Yes,I Am fighting.
I Wanna Live,
I wanna Be Happy.
But
I Love You So Much,
That I Just CAN'T Live Without You.
Yes,I Know,
That Someday It Will Be OK.
But
'someday' is Not 'Now'.
Now I Am Crying
'n I'd Give Anything To Be With You.
'n that Hurts.
You Look At Me 'n Think That I'm OK.
It Hurts, That You Don't see,
How is it inside of me. Inside I Am Dying..
For You Come Back.. !
Friday, February 18, 2011
LOVE Could have changed HISTORY... !
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| LOVE Could have changed HISTORY |
He felt crush for her About 4 years.
But He never Proposed Her.
He got A chance to speak to her in a flower shop but he missed it.
Than she got married to An Austrian Soldier...
If she had Married Hitler,
He had plans to live in Persia as a Teacher.
Perhaps their Would have been
No Killing of JEWS 'n NO WORLD WAR II
"LOVE Could have changed HISTORY"
Never Miss A chance to have it in You...
Feel this DIVINE EMOTION Once in Life.. !
I love you, but Goodbye... !
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| I love you, but Goodbye. |
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
'n you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
'n someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again 'n again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
'n my spirit's bruised 'n battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me 'n we don't need we
'n that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but Goodbye.
I still see your face in my dreams...
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| I still see your face in my dreams |
I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts 'n it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there 'n talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy 'n unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years 'n we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out 'n make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did 'n I shouldn't
I miss you 'n everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older 'n finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time 'n never fall.. !
I always wanted more from you... !
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| I always wanted more from you |
I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.
The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come 'n gone
'n the pages of time, you can't turn back.
I will always be a friend to you
'n wonder how you are;
The smiles 'n laughter I will remember
'n our fights have become painless scars.
Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
'n spend some time with you.
In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.
The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come 'n gone
'n the pages of time, you can't turn back.
I will always be a friend to you
'n wonder how you are;
The smiles 'n laughter I will remember
'n our fights have become painless scars.
Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
'n spend some time with you.
In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.
And Where Were You.. ?
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| And Where Were You? |
I never thought I'd feel this way,
You...a stranger to me now.
I'm left with emptiness...
I wish I knew how it could be,
That we were once so open 'n free.
You were like my brother.. yet so much more
I wish I would have seen what I see now before.
For, I did not 'n it's too late...
My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.
'n what hurts the most is I now know..
What I lost.. 'n I'm alone.
To face a challenge life has sent,
'n not a moment with you I've spent.
I hope one day I can forgive you, my friend..
I miss you....
Why did you go?
Reaching.. !
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| Reaching.. ! |
I reached out for your hand
You didn't seem to care;
You can only reach so far
When no one else is there.
Others also reached for you
Hoping to make you see;
That we're just as important
As he will ever be.
We wish we could reach further
But we are only so strong;
We hoped your eyes would open
So that you'd see you're wrong.
It hurts to have to reach far
When you once were so near;
It's hard shouting out for you
With our voices you don't hear.
We wish you'd extend your hand
'n sense the friendship there;
Knowing what our memories mean
Showing us you still care.
We realize you don't reach back
Instead his hands with yours;
You can't handle both the worlds
So you close common doors.
We're done reaching for the past
You are now on your own;
We hope he is all worth it,
Without him you're Alone.. !
You didn't seem to care;
You can only reach so far
When no one else is there.
Others also reached for you
Hoping to make you see;
That we're just as important
As he will ever be.
We wish we could reach further
But we are only so strong;
We hoped your eyes would open
So that you'd see you're wrong.
It hurts to have to reach far
When you once were so near;
It's hard shouting out for you
With our voices you don't hear.
We wish you'd extend your hand
'n sense the friendship there;
Knowing what our memories mean
Showing us you still care.
We realize you don't reach back
Instead his hands with yours;
You can't handle both the worlds
So you close common doors.
We're done reaching for the past
You are now on your own;
We hope he is all worth it,
Without him you're Alone.. !
Time Has Changed.. !
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| Time Has Changed |
Dreaming of when
Our childhood fears
Would be gone with the years.
Now we look at the past
Wondering why it didn't last.
Days in the hot sun
Always having fun.
Going for a ride
Letting the bike glide.
Biking, sledding,
Swimming, swinging,
Days of old
Never to be sold.
Signs of change
Widely range.
Moving away
No more play.
Friends forever
Talk almost never.
Through the years,
Our lives shift gears.
Laughter, smiles,
Fears, miles,
Distant souls
Drifting goals.
Friendship the art
Connects our hearts.
Now that it is when
We dream of Then.
You changed My World with a Blink of an Eye !
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| You changed My World with a Blink of an Eye |
You changed My World with a Blink of an Eye
That is Something that I can not deny
You put My Soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me 'n shower with love
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
'n your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better every time you smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you 'n your love 'n nothing more
That is Something that I can not deny
You put My Soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me 'n shower with love
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
'n your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better every time you smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you 'n your love 'n nothing more
Because you have given me this feeling of Contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show.. !
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show.. !
Left Alone in the past...
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| Left Alone in the past |
Left Alone in the past
Forgotten Friendships Buried, Never meant to Last
She walked away from me
Why couldn't I Foresee?
Time standing still
Another way to deal, another pill
The sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart, your Fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?
Remember the times we shared?
Remember how well we paired?
The consequences are tough
You only knew how to treat me rough
Who is next in line?
Will you, too, break their spine?
Look at what you've done
This time I will stand in front of you, I won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now I glance back, I take one last look
You left me alone in your past
Forgotten Friendships buried, never meant to Last.. !
Forgotten Friendships Buried, Never meant to Last
She walked away from me
Why couldn't I Foresee?
Time standing still
Another way to deal, another pill
The sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart, your Fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?
Remember the times we shared?
Remember how well we paired?
The consequences are tough
You only knew how to treat me rough
Who is next in line?
Will you, too, break their spine?
Look at what you've done
This time I will stand in front of you, I won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now I glance back, I take one last look
You left me alone in your past
Forgotten Friendships buried, never meant to Last.. !
When Friends Go Too Far...
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| When Friends Go Too Far... |
Why did we cross the line?
Everything would be fine -
One moment of pleasure
For all this pain;
Can you tell me now what did we gain?
Everything would be OK -
Normal as it was,
But no - we had to go to far -
We had to cross that line
I would never turn back time,
For every moment I learn.
It's just things are so different now -
Things between you 'n me.
Why didn't I open my eyes?
Why didn't I only see
That what we were accomplishing
Would be the end to you 'n me?
Everything would be fine -
One moment of pleasure
For all this pain;
Can you tell me now what did we gain?
Everything would be OK -
Normal as it was,
But no - we had to go to far -
We had to cross that line
I would never turn back time,
For every moment I learn.
It's just things are so different now -
Things between you 'n me.
Why didn't I open my eyes?
Why didn't I only see
That what we were accomplishing
Would be the end to you 'n me?
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Its hard to Live Alone...
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Its hard to Live Alone... |
Its hard to Live Alone,
Harder to Chose Someone to Love
But
Hardest is to Admit that You Have Falling In Love
With Someone Who Can Never Be Yours.. ! :(
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| I Can't Promise You The World |
I Can't Promise You The World,
But I Can Try To Give You A Happy Life.
I Can't Promise You I'll Never Yell,
But I Can Try To Stay Calm Most Of The Time.
I Can't Promise You I'll Never Make Mistakes,
But I Can Try The Best I Can.
I Can't Promise You
That I'll Catch You Every Time You Fall,
But I Can Try To Always Be Close By So I Can Help You Back Up.
I Can't Promise
That Our Love Will Last Forever Like in Storybooks,
But I Can Promise That No Matter What, I'll Never
Forget The Memories I Made With You...!
Today I Found A Friend... !
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| Today I found a friend |
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
'n the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
'n listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life 'n love,
'n knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
'n promised she'd stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close 'n let her know
How much I need her there
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
'n realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.. !
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
This is for you, My Best Friend... !
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| This is for you, My Best Friend |
This is for you, My Best Friend,
The one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasn't good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain
'n you still have time For me.
'n I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
'n I look up too you because you are strong,
'n caring 'n beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
'n I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh
'n cry 'n help
In all the ways that i can
'n I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today,
with out you.My Best Friend. !
The one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasn't good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain
'n you still have time For me.
'n I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
'n I look up too you because you are strong,
'n caring 'n beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
'n I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh
'n cry 'n help
In all the ways that i can
'n I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today,
with out you.My Best Friend. !
I'm Committed But I'm Single...
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| I'm Committed But I'm Single... |
I'm Committed But I'm Single...
My Love 'n My Faith is only for You...
In My Mind You Are the only one who Rules..
'n I Let no one else come into my Life...
I know I'll never Get You As Mine..
But Still My Heart 'n Soul Waits for your Love...
I Wish You to have a Happy Life..
With Your Love...
Where You Get all Your Happiness 'n Love..
But I Believe that None can Love You More Than Me..
I'm Committed for the World..
But For you I'm still Single..'n I'll always Be...
Committed only towards Your Love.. !
My Love 'n My Faith is only for You...
In My Mind You Are the only one who Rules..
'n I Let no one else come into my Life...
I know I'll never Get You As Mine..
But Still My Heart 'n Soul Waits for your Love...
I Wish You to have a Happy Life..
With Your Love...
Where You Get all Your Happiness 'n Love..
But I Believe that None can Love You More Than Me..
I'm Committed for the World..
But For you I'm still Single..'n I'll always Be...
Committed only towards Your Love.. !
I Always Wanted More From You... !
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| I-alw |
I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.
The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come 'n gone
'n the pages of time, you can't turn back.
I will always be a friend to you
'n wonder how you are;
The smiles 'n laughter I will remember
'n our fights have become painless scars.
Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
'n spend some time with you.
In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.
The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come 'n gone
'n the pages of time, you can't turn back.
I will always be a friend to you
'n wonder how you are;
The smiles 'n laughter I will remember
'n our fights have become painless scars.
Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
'n spend some time with you.
In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.
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