Let Him Go..

Let Him Go...

Let him go,
get him out of your head,
remember you’re not in his.
Forget his birthday, his phone number, & the sweet things he said;
remember those were lies.
Delete his texts, take his contact out of your phone,
remember he’s talking to all those other girls instead.
Quit wishing he’ll come back, stop putting yourself down,
remember it’s not your fault;
he had no good reason to leave. Just stop it, stop it all,
'n erase him from your past. Block out his name, ignore his texts,
plug your ears when someone mentions him because trust me,
he’s doing perfectly fine WITHOUT YOU
If you ever want to get over him,
cut yourself off.
Take every object & memory you have of him & throw it in the trash.
'n then maybe, if you’re lucky, you’ll escape him :/

I Never Deserved You...

I Never Deserved You

"Come to me", I cry.
But she walks away.
Her ignorance shatters my bones 'n leaves me for dead.
"Don't leave me here."
Yet she does not turn.
My lungs deflate, relieving me of any remaining strength.

"You're dead to me."
She mutters under her breath.
'n all that I care for in this world comes crashing down.

I sit alone in the corner.
My eyes red 'n wet.
A heart that soon stops beating,
Lies heavy with regret.

'n though I wish to chase you,
'n though I wish to scream,
I stay here 'n accept my fate.
For you were just a dream.

To me you are perfection.
A fantasy come true.
It never would have lasted.
I never deserved you.. !

Painful scream...

Feeling the Emptiness

Feeling the Emptiness 'n cold
I'm grieving for always
the tears is cannot be dry
all this pain is suffer my self
you say you was love me
you say you care to me
you give me a smile but you tore it apart

there is nothing but silence now
tears 'n pain is belongs to me
i screaming calling you
but you don't hear it
you leave me alone
left a wounds on my heart

you pretend like nothing happened
you see me like a stranger
you kill me by your lies love

I'm standing in dark world
the sun will not rise again
the birds will not singing again
cause they know,
they know i am here so broken heart

I was thought to suicide
but that will not make you love me
now i am not commit to suicide
but now i can't feel love again
cause my heart has been dead.. !

REMEMBER, that he doesn't love you...

Forgive Me...

Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss 'n his warm embrace
Forget the love that once came true
Remember now there's someone new,

Forget the love that you once shared
Forget the face that had once cared
Forget the time you spent together
Remember now he's gone forever,

Forget you cried the whole night through
Forget him when they play your song
Forget how close you two once were
Remember now he's chosen her,

Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the times he was mad
Remember he's happy instead of sad,

Forget his teasing, gentle ways
Forget you saw him everyday
Forget he made your dreams come true
Remember now she loves him too,

Forget the thrill when he walked by
Forget him when he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now he's not the same,

Forget the way he said he loved you
Forget the way he kissed 'n hugged you
Forget all those nights when he held you tight
Remember now he holds her tonight,

Forget all those sunny days
Forget all those poems he made
Forget those times through good 'n bad
Remember he said he'd never make you sad,

Forget the games he played with you
Forget the times he stayed with you
Forget those cold, cold nights
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight,

Forget the way he looked at you
Forget you kissed the whole night through
Forget all you dreams came true
REMEMBER, that he doesn't love you.. !

Slow Tears...

Slow Tears

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
'n wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep 'n insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
'n be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
'n wipe the tears from my cheek.. !

I hate how I still love you...

I hate that you changed.
I hate that you’re the same.
I hate that you left.
I hate how you’ve stayed.
I hate how I cry.
I hate how you make me smile.
I hate how I miss you.
I hate how I feel.
I hate how it hurts.
I hate that it’s my fault.
I hate that it’s yours.
I hate that I can’t be around you.
I hate how I’ve lost you.
I hate how I’ve found out who you really are.
I hate that I can’t tell you any of this.
But most of all,
I hate how I can’t hate you,
Not even a little.
I hate how I still love you♥

Teach me to stop caring...

Teach me to stop caring, When I think of what we were...

Teach me to stop caring,
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying,
When I see you there with him ...

Show me how to live again,
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact,
That we're not meant to be ...

Tell me that I'll be alright,
'n my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side,
To hold my hand each day ...

Let these teardrops wash away,
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did,
For you've forgotten me so fast ... !

Forgive Me for...

Forgive Me for

Forgive Me for Liking You too much,
I'll forgive You for not liking Me enough.

Forgive Me for the loud racing of My Heart,
I'll forgive You for not hearing it.

Forgive Me for finding You amazing,
I'll forgive You for never noticing.

Forgive Me for wanting to be with You more than anything,
I'll forgive You for avoiding Me.

Forgive Me for not being able to let go,
I'll forgive You for never holding on.. !

A Final Goodbye...

Let's hold our hands 'n say good bye
To all that's been our reasons to cry
'n let's forget the things that are done
As some days from now the earth will die.
Let's not think of the past again
For now we are, beneath the sky...

Let's kiss again 'n say good bye
To sad stories of the weeping sky
Let's forget that we ever have to part
For all shall part with time gone by.
'n let's call life, the time we have
'n when we part we'll say we die...

Let's love this day,the days ahead
With roses of white, pink 'n red
We share the love we have so loved
We know we'll love till we are dead.
So,Just live 'n wait till our time is up
Then smile with love 'n say Good Bye.. !

I still don't believe that I have lost you...

I still don't believe that I have lost you,
lost you forever..
I know you still remember sometimes those days when we were friends
'n I believe, at least from my side it is not just a mere past..
Now I have really started missing you in every corners of my heart where sometimes ago you used to stay..
I wish that I could hold you now...

I wish that I could touch you now...
I wish that I could talk to you...
be with you somehow....

I never could understand-
'Is loving someone is such a big crime that I have to suffer my lifelong??'

I used to wake up every morning in the hope that what is going around is just a terrible dream,
It will be alright when I will open my eyes.
But it wasn't so.

Now every night I am used to have you in my dreams. Where you come 'n smile - touching me silently.
Where our eyes speak only the language of pains
'n I break into tears in your lap saying-

"Why don't you ever feel-I am incomplete without you ..
If you love me only in my dreams,
Let me be asleep forever."

Do you know one thing,
Yes I will tell today,
I will shout,
it doesn't matter you will listen or not
but I will cry tonight that-
"Today 'n always, beyond tomorrow,
I need you beside me,Always as my best friend,
lover 'n forever soul mate.".. !

Do you know how it feels...

Do you know how it feels...

Do you know how it feels
When someone throws you out of their life for someone else..?

Do you Know how it feels
When you want to die with each breath..?

Do you know how it feels
wen you someone else snatching the person you loved the most..?

Do you know how it feels..
when you Have to say "I'm fine" 'n fake a smile
But Nothing is OK at all..?

Do you know how it feels
when you try hard to smile but tears fall unknowingly..?

Do you know how it feels to know..
that the I Only wish you had will never be fulfilled..?

I have gone through all of these..
Just Because Of you
'n in Return...
I will be Loving You Forever with My Broken Heart...

I'll be Loving You with all these Broken Pieces..
But my love will be Stronger than Any Unbroken Heart..
No One Can Love You Like I Can.. !

Can We Still Be Friends?

Can We Still Be Friends?

I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand.. !

I tried hard to get over with this pain...

I tried hard to get over with pain...

I tried hard to get over with this pain..
But I really couldn't help it...
Tried to accept u just as a Friend...
But the Love I have inside for You
Its So True to forget...

Though I Died inside when you told me
how much you Love Her...
How you Cry for her...
How you Long for her love...

But you never feel the pain of my dying soul..
How eachday I broke myself to support you...
How I had to wish that you get her back...
Still Hoping that someday you'll choose me instead...

Someday I'll smile when you get her Love...
'n wish you a happy Life where I'm NOT with u..
I constantly fear that day of loosing You Forever...
But Till then I Can Keep Hoping.. :(

I pray every night 'n it isn't for me...
It's for someone else..
Sometimes I feel like I'll never feel the same again
Sometimes I just want to watch the world burn...
This empty world where you cant be Mine..!

I Had Never Been The Way I am...

I Had Never Been The Way I am...

I Had Never Been The Way I am ,
Never Thought Thαt Things Will Go So Worst;
I Just Loved You 'n Lost,
When It Wαs Time to Get Myself Heαled By You..

I Don't Blame You For Leaving all Deserted,
I Just Regret One Thing,
If You Had to Leαve Me Then Why You Mαke Me? :(

Nothing Seems to Be Alright,
Your αbsense Hαs Made all the Difference

Now It Seems You Will Never Come Bαck,
Where Hopes αre Becoming My Dreams
Now,
'n I Will Hαve to Leαve This World Missing You even On My Funerαl..

You Promised You Would Always be There
Even Though You Never are.
You say I Love You With All Of My Heart;
You said No One Would Ever Come Between Us
But
That Was a Lie Too =(

You Lied To Me
But
You Said You Loved Me Even Though It wasn't True.
But
Did you ever Know That I Will Love You Always =)

I Will Die,
I Will be crushed,
But
My Love will Remain Alive,
That Day You will Realize What Actually I was.. !

You'll never return...

you'll never return

Is it sure that you'll never return ?

Or is it just a bad dream..

I really still don't believe 'n I still want that

Next morning wen I wake up

I get ur wake up call once again :(

Each night I feel that maybe its just a bad thought

'n wen I get back in my senses

The nights will be same again

Which I'll spend talking with u..

I cant accept this distance between us 'n I feel

That anytime suddenly You'll come

'n Kiss me wrapping me in your Arms

'n slowly whisper...

"Baby,Don't Cry...Its just a Bad dream..

I'm right here beside You...forever.."

But I know very well..

That these will never happen..ever again :(

Nobody knows...

Nobody knows...

Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear...
the real one is left in the past
because you have left me there...

Nobody knows i m crying
they wont see even my tears...
when they think that i m laughing
i still wishing you were here...

Nobody knows it's painful
they think that i m strong...
they say that this wont kill me
but i wander if they were wrong...

Nobody knows i m praying
that you will change my mind...
they think that i let you go
when you left me behind...

Nobody knows i miss you
they think i feel set free...
but i feel like i m bound with chains
trapped in the mystery...

Nobody knows i need you
they say that i can do it my own...
but" they don't know i m crying
"when i m alone.. !

I Love You But Good Bye.. !

I Love You But good Bye

Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
'n you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
'n someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
'n that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye

I Am Sorry.. !

I Am Sorry

I Am Sorry
I Know You Don't Care.
'n I Know I Don't Listen,
But Please Take A Seat ,
So You Can Listen.

I Am So Sorry For What I Said To You.
You Have No Idea What I Have Been Through,
I Am Sorry For Yelling At The Top Of My Lungs.
I Am Sorry For Speaking In Tongues ,

I Know I Am Not Perfect,
Without A Doubt.
I Have Many Problems,
So Try Not To Shout,

I Know Its My Fault,
I Shall Act Like This,
The Way I Used To Be,
I Really Miss,

I Am Sorry For What I Have Put You Through,
What Ever I Can Do To Help,
I Shall Do,

Sorry For Falling In Love With You,
But I Always Thought,
Our Love Shall Be True,

Sorry For Ever Loving You.. !

Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.. !

Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.

Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.
Your words draw me across 2000 miles.
I don't know you at all, and yet I know
You better than my friends of many years.

The days I spent with you are like a tape
I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.
Whenever I remember something new,
I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.

I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,
Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.
Although I look for you in every doorway,
I find only the darkness in my heart.. !

Letting go.. !

Letting Go

How do you walk away from someone you love
'n take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . .
The times you've left
My heart says stay . . .
but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soul mate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.